After months of thinking about doing this, I've decided to do it.
Basically I've been with you guys for over 2 years now. Time has gone so fast. But over all that time I haven't been entirely honest with you. When I first joined onto the SPA free build server (minecraft), I immediately saw a mature community with older players. At that time I was about 12 years old. I felt as if I needed to be someone that I wasn't, I didn't feel as though I would be accepted the age that I was. So I decided to make up an elaborate fake age and background, in order to feel accepted. Only a few months after this I noticed it didn't matter what age you where, only your level of maturity matters.
This was my original "Who are you?.." post, form May 3rd 2011:
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Ok I guess after having 110+ hours on Freebuild its a little to late to say hello....
Who Cares?,
Hello!
Anyway I Found the forums about a week ago so yeah anyway,
Im a year 27 year old Autralian, Who has just recently found a job as an Architect In the city of Newcastle. I thought using Minecraft in my spair time would increese my level of creativity, and so far it has.
Some of you know me, some of you dont and some just dont care. Anyway I was going to quit minecraft to focus more on my job, but from the opinion of some players that thought my Build's where amazing, I found myself unable to remove myself from the computer room .
My wife thinks I'm addicted to Spa, and im not going to lie, I am! But she is pretty creative and likes using computers, So im going to make her an account and just see what happends.
BlueFlame...
I told you guys (this was quite a while ago) that I was 27 years old, I had a job and that I had a wife. That was all bullshit just to cover up my insecure 12 year-old self. I am now 14 years old and I can see how much of an complete idiot I've been to you guys.
Something that wasn't included in that post was the story behind my "so called" son; _TREX_. Well basically at the time of my arival in Spa my brother had been watching me play and he wanted in on all the action. But I never encouraged it because he could damage my reputation by revealing that he was my brother and that I was not the person that I said I was. So, eventually I decided to let him play on SpaFreebuild, on one condition; his online relationship was to remain as my son.
The whole story that I had fabricated about my self was based off what I though of my self in the distant future (mainly talking about my "architect job" here). By me doing this I felt as though I wasn't really lying but just uncovering what could be my future self. How wrong I was. For a long time know I have sincerely regretted my actions. My means of telling everyone this wasn't only to make myself feel at ease, but was also so that you could all know who I truly am.
This is who I am; 14 year old male living in the near Newcastle, Australia. In 8th grade and my true passions are as follows, running, exploring, creating and doing my best in everything that I try at. I have one brother and live with my parents. Everything else that I have revealed to other people of this community are legitimately real. I only ever lied about my age, job, having a wife and son.
To the people of SpecialAttack.net I apologize for my actions, I can only hope what you forgive me.
I will answer ANY questions or statements that anyone here has to ask me. And I can give you my word that I will only answer with the truth.
Well, for starters, wow. Your maturity surely fooled me and others, although sometimes I feel like I should have caught on
I personally forgive you, but I trust you less as I hope you can understand. I wish to be able to fully believe the rest of your story, but after this, I'm not quite sure. You're a great guy, your brother is too, I'm glad you finally told your secrets and/or master plan because living in lies is no way to play a game the fun way.
One question, If you had not told us now, did you plan on telling us ever?
Well, for starters, wow. Your maturity surely fooled me and others, although sometimes I feel like I should have caught on
I personally forgive you, but I trust you less as I hope you can understand. I wish to be able to fully believe the rest of your story, but after this, I'm not quite sure. You're a great guy, your brother is too, I'm glad you finally told your secrets and/or master plan because living in lies is no way to play a game the fun way.
One question, If you had not told us now, did you plan on telling us ever?
I always thought of you as another 14-17-year-old derpy I even thought Howard was twenty-something tops. How wrong I was...
I've never read your introduction, so your 'fake age' remained unknown to me to this very day. Never really cared... For some reason I think of all the forum-wise active Minecraftians (and Vet+) as adults (or nearly so). Don't know why...
We don't want you gone :I No "I have a life outside Minecraft"-excuses.
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Just by telling the truth, in my opinion it shows you are a very mature person no matter what your age is. Also, it would be great if you would stay with us for at least a bit longer, but I understand if you feel you cannot.
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Just by telling the truth, in my opinion it shows you are a very mature person no matter what your age is. Also, it would be great if you would stay with us for at least a bit longer, but I understand if you feel you cannot.
Thanks
And don't worry I'll still be around on IRC and posting on the forums, I'll also come back occasionally to see how AquaCity is going.
NinjaAssasin1234 wrote:
I always knew you was lieing in the first place.
Who place minecraft 24/7 if they have a job.
Well........... you had me going. At least you did a really good job at coming up with the story and continuing it. Like when we went to that other server one day that _trex_ played on, and you even got ranked for being his father haha. You are very mature for your age at least. And I guess, since we are being honest now, I am glad that you aren't 27, because sometimes I felt really bad about your intelligence being that low for a 27 year old and having me always spell checking some of your longer posts haha. But everything makes more sense now. And overall you're a pretty cool dude, definitely talented at building in minecraft, and did a good job at organizing things like the Atlantis map in freebuild. Hope you stick around and embrace your younger self.
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Well........... you had me going. At least you did a really good job at coming up with the story and continuing it. Like when we went to that other server one day that _trex_ played on, and you even got ranked for being his father haha. You are very mature for your age at least. And I guess, since we are being honest now, I am glad that you aren't 27, because sometimes I felt really bad about your intelligence being that low for a 27 year old and having me always spell checking some of your longer posts haha. But everything makes more sense now. And overall you're a pretty cool dude, definitely talented at building in minecraft, and did a good job at organizing things like the Atlantis map in freebuild. Hope you stick around and embrace your younger self.
Thanks mate
And yeah I'll stick around on the forums and IRC, just not so much 'in-game' anymore
I never expected such a lovely response form all of you
Wow. Well. So. We have a Patogy Sequel in the midst of the SpA community. HA!
[SpA]don_don_don wrote:
On a serious note, meh.
+1
WhatEVS bluey. We all make mistakes. What is more admiring is that you learnt from it. Living a lie can eat you up inside. Never give up on those dreams.
Sooooooo, who's going to make the Trilogy?
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Wow. Well. So. We have a Patogy Sequel in the midst of the SpA community. HA!
[SpA]don_don_don wrote:
On a serious note, meh.
+1
WhatEVS bluey. We all make mistakes. What is more admiring is that you learnt from it. Living a lie can eat you up inside. Never give up on those dreams.
Wow. Well. So. We have a Patogy Sequel in the midst of the SpA community. HA!
+1
WhatEVS bluey. We all make mistakes. What is more admiring is that you learnt from it. Living a lie can eat you up inside. Never give up on those dreams.
Sooooooo, who's going to make the Trilogy?
You anna, your whole life is a lie... Isn't it?
LIES
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Thanks mate.
