Helloes peeps ..

- I know it's been a while, but i've been rather busy lately .. Just got home from Spain yesterday, ' been enjoying the weather on the Canarian Islands Anyways, as the topic says, i'll give you a short update on my life;

I'm still at my dads, and will most likely stay here untill i'm 18 years old .. It's fine, but him and I have some stuff we'll never agree on .. Sometimes he gets rather wasted with my uncle and then when he comes back from the local pub he tends to say some stupid things about me and/or my friends, which is a bit hard to swallow .. Mostly I just walk away, when I know he's gonna come home drunk, coz those comments are not really what I need in my life atm ..

Well, anyway, there's only 6 more days for Christmas, in case you've forgotten that I'm actually not looking forward to it in any way, but at least I look forward to get some vacation from school again !

I've met a girl, named Julie .. She is 16 years old, 17 in a few months, and she's really the best thing that has happened to me in a long time .. My life took some nasty turns last year, but now it seems like it might be getting back on track, even tho' I got kicked out by my mom some time ago .. Perhaps i'll upload a picture of her one day, so you can see her .. They say we all have things we're proud of - she's my thing. Met her some months ago, we started hanging out, and had a couple of "sleep-overs" with loads of movies and some other friends .. One day we started holding hands, the next we kissed, and now we're a couple and will hopefully be for a long time .. She also has some nasty problems with her dad - even worse then the problems I have with my mom - which is very sad, but at least we have some common ground to step on, and we both have some to talk to, if we feel down ..

- Been down a really dark road the last 12 months, dropping out of my old school, loosing many friends, almost had a brother ending up in jail, and to be honest, I couldn't care less about my life .. I never tried actually killing myself, but it's no secret to say, that some thoughts near it had crossed my mind. Now it's very rare that I think those thoughts but sometimes it happens .. My life's just a bit of a mess right now, but i'm trying to get it sorted out ..


Sorry bout my inactivity, but at least now you might have a small idea of why you don't hear from me that much .. ;s

<3

_________________
Im a WamKi.

We've (I) missed you, I do really need some more (easy) tagets @ CS

Hope you'll be back soon...

_________________
"Sex is like air: Its not important unless your not getting any."

wow apo m8...

i never thought that u've got so much problems

gratz about ure girl , i can imagine its nice to have a girl around u which u can talk (never had that by myself though )

my life isn't that better ^^ i thought sometimes about suicide , but thats really no way

great to hear from u after this long time without a skilled m8 in cs

theire just fragmeat ...like .. saint botty nd stuff

hope u'll have a bit more time for ure "clan" in the future i'll hope so

good wishes to ya and ya girl , and enjoy christmas

/me out

F'kin class man - The right girl by your side beats everything else added together. 100x over.
I'm WELL chuffed for you! Sounds like you're dealing with yourself and the people and family
in your life, in just the right manner. Stick to it, sometimes it won't feel good, but overall you'll make
yourself happy (aswell as making your partner happy, and making it easier for your partner to
make you happy....).

Keep us informed, and most importantly, follow your heart - Your head tells you to do all the
boring "should-do" stuff, that makes peoples lives boring.

Take care m8 and hope to hear from ya soon again!

_________________
Six weeks -by- Third Rail ...Please share...

Keep it up apo, i am glad you found the right girl. Stick with her and make it happen

_________________
If assholes could fly, this place would be an airport.

WHAT ABOUT ME!?!?

you bitch

<3<3<3<3

ApO, wel one thing i telling you try 2 be hard and dont get mad about all that bad things you may be going on you life . Dont forget , you only life ones and if you fell down smoke a FaT join like i did on my bad days it will make you a lil happy (But you may forget a few thingz , like where did you left your carkeys)

wel what i mean is there not mutch you can do about it! just have fun cous you gonna get old very quick look @ me im 28

peace and dont forget the pic

_________________
Hammy smells

naked pic naked pic!

_________________
Im a WamKi.

off course :p

_________________
Hammy smells

hammeh is MY thing <3

hope your life gets better soon man, and if it dont, i can always kill some peeps ;P


all my greasy lurve.... ALLLL OF DA GREAZY LURVE (thats more than hammeh gets )

P.S. if hammeh reads this. im kidding. u get the lurve too....

i know u get it ; ) and i luw it.

_________________
Im a WamKi.

Aight ya'll, this will hopefully be the last time I post something about this shite !

- My dad can be a jerk .. He sometimes gets drunk and talks shit to me, which of course pisses me off .. If that wasn't enough, i've also felt like i've been in prison recently .. I never go out, and can never see my friends, coz they all live in the same town as my mom .. My whole life is there, nothing is here ..

- After thinking about it all night, I decided to talk to my mom about it, and we've agreed, disagreements or no disagreements, that I should move back in .. I'm a social guy, always have been, and being at my dad, makes that part of me go away .. Can't recognize myself anymore ;s

But, all i'm saying, is that i'll be moving back in with my mom, hopefully during the weekend, so you guys might see my again soon

NICE!

_________________
You must die! I alone am best!

I'm not an alcoholic, I'm drunk. Alcoholics go to meetings.

my dad hax too!

neways wb : ) <3

_________________
Im a WamKi.

yay hope to see ya soon m8ty

nice to hear that
finnaly someone have balls to change his life

_________________
if u wanna be my friend take my penis in your hand:P

Good good

hope to see ya more soon!

_________________
M.A.S.K. , is the mighty power that can save the day

great to hav u back buddy, i know we dont talk much but hopefully that'll change

_________________

Great to hear mate. <3

Wb m8, 3x hooray!

W0w dude,

I hope that all that nasty thinng gone away

-- Gratz with your girl.. Hope u get a big part of hear hart in your;)


Your the Strongest

Goodluck m8


Reidozzz^ --- geN

_________________

No he's not! HES MINE!!!! *huggles Hammy lovingly*

As for yourself mate, good lucky to you. You'r girl sounds like shes maybe lead a similar life, it all gets good. A lil love, a lil guidance can make the whole world change around you and make you happy. I might not have the net, but I'm still happy! (yes that's why I have a bf, to steal his internet! MWAHAHAHA)

~*Bex* XxxX

_________________

My PC Modding Plog

last part lol

_________________
"Knife King of SpA" "I can see trough people, but not walls - [SpA]Geylani"

Personal Records:
Monsterkill with Knife
Monsterkill with Glock

Lol I'm pretty damn serious!!! It's like all I ever do at his place!!! Lol I even took up my mouse and CS and tried to install steam last weekend so I could play CS online at his place!

...unfortunately it didn't work *cries*

But that meant good news for him cause I needed something else to do whilst I was up there...

~*BeX* XxxX

_________________

My PC Modding Plog